Archive for November, 2011

Too Much Time To Think

Why do I long so much to be loved? I have a husband who loves  me, why is that not enough? Why can’t I get through feeling as though it’s not the right love? Recently, I’ve had these dreams where I’m face to face with the love of my life, and just as we’re about to touch, mesh, become one and whole, he’s ripped away. In my dream, I’m crying, and when I wake up, I’m crying. It leaves me feeling so empty, so desperate for my love. The tears keep streaming down my face and I can’t catch my breath. My whole soul is just gone. Am I just perceiving a love so right that it just isn’t possible? Is a feeling of being complete unattainable?

Is it too late for the life I want right now?


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